Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I'm falling to pieces

Hello Dunia.




I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man thats gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even even no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces


You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Monday, July 6, 2009

Masih tidak sempurna.

Hello Dunia.


Berasa diri cukup hebat
saban hari terima bunga dan surat
peti mesej penuh dengan ayat-ayat yang memikat
membuai perasaan hingga terabai apa yang patut dibuat

Makan tak kenyang rindukan suaranya
mandi tak basah terbayangkan wajahnya
gemersiknya nada
indahnya rupa
manisnya bahasa
tapi apakan daya…

Aku sesal,
Lagi bebal
Apakah ini takdir cinta,
Ataupun harapan masih ada?
Silap aku,
Membiarkan mu,
Tertunggu menunggu aku ke situ.

Aku hanya insan biasa,
Yang tidak serik mencuba,
Mencari butang ke pintu Syurga,
Mengharap mimpi menjadi nyata,
Namun itu hanya ilusi semata mata,
Kerana aku masih tidak sempurna.


Kucuba menahan......
Namun hanya sembilu menusuk hati ini,
Merobek setiap pembulu darahku,
Hingga aku terdampar didunia yang lain,
Kau sungguh kejam
Tapi apakan daya,
aku hanya mampu memejam.

Kerana cinta itu indah dan tidak semua penganutnya
tahu erti cinta yang sebenar.
Maka cinta itu menjadi bunga plastic
yang hanya pura-pura menjadi nyata.
Disebaliknya tersembunyi seribu kata-kata.
Seribu andaian ….
Kerana aku MASIH TIDAK SEMPURNA.

Monday, June 29, 2009

.

All i wanted is you.and i blew it.

.

IFMUSM.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

.

Dont let me die here,please.
Its really damn heavy right now.

Friday, June 26, 2009

RIP

Found out that my friend's brother passed away yesterday.Inalillah.
Semoga tuhan merahmati kamu,Abang Ali.(Abang Ayie)

RIP to MJ and Fawcett.

Semakin berat dan semakin berat namun aku terpaksa harungi jua.

Till then.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Nobody really knows.

Hello Dunia.




It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I’m trying to find the words to say, please say
It’s written all over my face, I can’t
Function the same when you’re not here
I’m calling your name and no one’s there
And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody knew
But I wish you the best, I guess.
‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try

I don’t care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don’t know
The radio’s on, you tuning me out,
I’m trying to speak, you’re turning me down

How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows